“Have you heard Billy Joel’s song Piano Man, it touches the chord of my heart like no one else ever does. I am a singer, but no one knows, i am a writer but no one reads my words. And oh, i have a lousy lover. He doesn’t lick my pussy. I want my pussy to be licked but more important than that, i want to be loved. I want to be loved, up and down, inside and out, rape my soul, take away my thoughts, but love me. I was sad but not anymore. But today i feel so high, like a bird i can fly freely in the sky. And the clouds are floating with me too. Do you ever get that high.”

She jumped off from the high rise building and died.

She failed in chemistry and psychedelic chemistry took away her life.